Childless Comfort - Episode 12 Subtitles by jTBC
I'll be back mom.
It's cold, make sure the baby is warm.
- Yes. - Where is she?
Who?
So-young.
You're not going?
She wanted to go.
She wants some fresh air.
What are you saying?!
An unmarried girl going there?
What if someone sees her, a rumor will start.
Mom you're over...
- It's not over reacting. - I'm with her mother.
Is it your kid? Look how old you are.
We won't see anyone we know.
Don't test it.
You never know.
Don't make a mess of anything.
- Make her stay here and you go. - Mom it's not a big deal.
- It's just her niece. - People will think differently.
- What thinking? - Stay, dad and I will go.
- Why? - A rumor might start about you.
I will go.
- Who cares? - Listen to grandma.
Grandma it doesn't matter, I don't care about rumors.
So-young.
I'm going with mom, no big deal.
- No one will think that. - We might see someone you know.
So what, it's Joon-gi's daughter not mine.
I just came to drive you.
- He's not even married. - Just say someone dropped off the baby.
Hey don't be rude.
I'll just wait in the car grandma.
That is ok then, mom.
What about when you drive around here?
We will get going.
Don't worry mom.
- I said you shouldn't come. - I am the mom.
Why do I let her go with her grandparents?
- You're the sane one? - This is the lie you two made up.
- Was it my idea? - Just get in.
She is watching us, handle this in the car.
Who do you take after?
We don't need to go to Seoul.
It's more expensive there.
You don't want anyone to see.
Go to Yong-in.
I will go where I had her.
That's wasteful.
I can afford it.
Are you becoming like aunt?
I'm her mom but I pretend to be her aunt.
And no one likes her.
I feel bad just doing that,
I won't take her to a cheap hospital.
Grandparents love her.
Who doesn't like her?
You don't like her.
- That's nonsense. - No.
Be honest.
Fine, I don't like that she ruined my daughter's life.
- Now you speak the truth. - Stop it.
Lets stop it.
Isn't that aunt's mom?
- She doesn't know that I'm home? - No she knows why?
- Hello. - Hi.
- You're here. - Yes.
Hello.
- You went to get groceries? - There was a good selection of...
We're going to get her shots.
- You didn't know. - No I didn't.
I see...
I thoguht Sae-rom would tell you.
She's my granddaughter.
No not her...
It's been a little hectic lately.
Lets go...
How did she not tell her own mom?
I'm going to Seoul.
What do you think of me?
I know that I'm not part of the Ahn family but,
you shouldn't treat me like this!
You treat me like your maid!
- Mom what.. - Hey!
Am I not your family?
Mom!
Why didn't you tell me that your sister in law had a baby!
Mom.
That...
What am I to you two?
You bad girl.
Mom I forgot to tell you.
What you forgot?
An unmarried girl having a baby is forgetful?!
How did you know that?
I know that it's So-young's and you guys are just covering up for her!
We're sorry mother.
Sae-rom said that she would tell you.
- Why didn't you tell her? - Why?
I didn't want to tell my mom about another bastard child, when I am one.
You forgot about that,
but I will never forget it.
Not until the day I die.
This is your life!
You think I want to live this way?
You always ask me why I had you?
She even committed suicide twice in middle school.
If it wasn't for you, my life would have been better.
Saying that right now isn't helping the situation.
Yes I'm proud!
I supported myself!
You need to calm down.
- I need to tell you something. - What is it?!
My parents think that,
the child is Joong-gi's.
So?
You made So-young's kid his?
Yes that's it.
I know why you did that.
Because of society you made her kid,
his kid and blamed him.
Not like that but...
That is the same thing.
Basically yes.
Good job, society is still judgmental of women.
Something that's not a big deal to men is a death sentence to women.
Good thinking.
- Good job. - Yes.
It was my idea.
That's what I think.
Your mom didn't change.
Nor did I, we are the same people.
But for so long,
I lived my life and didn't spend much time with your mom.
And she tried to make me comfortable.
We lived that way for years.
After I retired, and I am around all the time.
To your mom I became a sensitive person.
And I feel your mom is too hard on me.
Your mom is a good person.
We married for love.
Who knew that we would become like this?
- Mom will say the same thing. - Yes she will.
Your mom will say she is sick of me.
- Hyo-joo is something too. - That's why I married her.
I feel tired already.
I try to understand,
but I want you guys to reconcile.
It's not fun.
Mom is the reason why.
That's what she says.
I would like to live with you two but,
forget us and be loyal to Hyo-joo.
You will be together forever.
Try your best.
It will really be ok without me?
Hey.
You think you're some great man?
You think we are better because you stayed here?
That isn't it, we are trying that's why.
You saw that.
I did.
We will just live that way.
Your mom and I will just live day by day.
Pretending you don't know.
It will just be that way.
I don't want to run away again, your mom doesn't want me to either.
Our love might renew itself.
There is love and hate.
Hate is affection too.
You realized it now?
Are you making fun of me?
No dad.
Ripping it with your hands is the right way.
But your nails will get dirty.
Just cut it with a knife.
Yes.
He likes peppers, make sure he has some.
Yes.
Don't eat out, there is msg and sugar.
Make dinner at home.
Just make rice and soup.
- You're too lazy for that? - Yes.
- What? - Nothing.
Men can't live with bad cooks,
but they can with good cooks.
I trained him since he was young.
He cuts garlic well.
He will help you a lot.
I should of married a chinese man.
They never make their food at home.
You are telling me that when I am making your food?
- It was a joke. - How absurd.
Here.
- Don't close the lid yet. - Okay.
You are stronger than me.
I am afraid to sleep alone.
I'm not afraid of a lot of things.
Wasn't it uncomfortable without him?
It's what he wanted.
I felt bad he wanted that.
Get some tea.
Okay.
- What are we having for lunch? - Curry.
See how I said it?
Yes.
His underwear.
I already took care of it.
Worrying about nonsense.
- Do you want some drinks? - Water.
Me too.
Don't mess with mom she is upset right now.
Ok.
She doesn't even listen to her mom.
She think she is always right.
If she takes the baby out.
People will start to talk.
It's an embarrassment.
She is a judge, we can't let those rumors start.
I know.
Give me food!
Why is he here so early?
- You're home. - Where is mom?
Tell her to bring me food.
These socks are bad.
Why they are uncomfortable?
I wore them and they pinch my ankles.
They slip down.
These I can feel.
- I told them to reconstruct them. - I see.
They look fine.
- Give me good. - She is making noodles.
Why noodles?
As you left you said you wanted noodles.
When did I?
You said it.
- I did. - I didn't hear it.
Give me rice!
If you didn't say anything,
she wouldn't have made noodles.
- Did I? - Assume that you did.
I'm hungry, why are you making me noodles?
No one said to eat them.
I want rice, not noodles.
What are you talking about?
You can eat noodles for once.
Are you pooping?
What is Ji-ae doing?
She went to give the baby a shot.
Give me food I'm hungry.
Wait 10 minutes.
Just give me rice.
Your boyfriend came by.
Why are you pretending not to know?
He only put in $20.
- He is back? - He came yesterday.
He came for gas.
He is a cheapo.
He only put in $20.
Sharpen the knife.
Yes.
Dad doesn't like him?
Why are you asking?
- Why are you laughing? - Nothing.
She is 32 cm.
She is doing well.
She grew a lot.
She is below average.
She was born smaller.
Yes.
The surgery went well.
Yea lately there has been a rush of patients.
- There is a lot now? - Yes.
People want prettier ears.
- Let me check yours. - No thanks.
You need good ears, let me see.
You have bachelor ears.
- Stop joking. - It says that on your ears.
- I gave the patient to Dr. Cha. - What's wrong?
She has cramps.
- How do you know? - Look where her hands are.
- I see. - Get in.
Your phone.
Thanks.
Hello?
Already, I'm here.
You still have a hour.
Grandma isn't there.
She took out her dentures.
She couldn't eat and only took medicine.
My uncle took her to the dentist.
His wife is mad because she thinks its a waste of money.
You can't see your grandma then?
I will decide after we eat.
If I see my grandma I'm sad, vice versa.
I gave her $50.
She is busy so I don't know when she will be home.
Growing old without money is really sad.
My grandma suffered her whole life.
There are so many people like that.
To my grandma $50 is like $500.
She always cries,
saying sorry and thank you.
I don't like seeing my grandma cry.
I was even thinking about marrying the old man.
If he says my grandma can live with us.
- I might as well. - He said he didn't want too?
I never asked.
I'm too good to marry that man.
This place is good.
Grandma I'm here.
- You're here. - Give us crab stew.
It is crab season.
- Their crabs are famous. - I didn't know.
- I can only pay $10 you pay the rest. - I will pay for it all.
Ok thanks.
Yea.
- I might love you. - Stop it.
What?
- What? - You're upset.
Since we got here.
You don't care?
All the other kids have parents.
They are unemployed,
how can they come during the day?
- You think I feel good? - What will you do?
- What if she looks for her mom. - You think this is forever?
I will move out after 1 year.
- So what? - I will raise my daughter.
I can do it.
- You forfeit your life? - Why would I?
- She has no dad. - Stop saying that.
- What? - Just call her Yoo-jin.
- She has no dad. - I will give her one.
Why do you think it's over?
I am still young.
I will just marry a divorced man.
You say it like its easy.
Lets just eat.
Give her to me.
Why?
It's uncomfortable.
I'm ok.
You will spill food on her.
You need to eat the soup, give her to me.
You're so mean.
- Cute mine. - No.
1 2 3.
- Put your arm this way. - Okay.
Your daughter is here.
Lets just do it.
Mother she is hungry.
Mother.
- She said she was sorry. - No I didn't.
I will buy you sushi and a new coat.
I dont need clothes.
- Maybe if it was a mink coat. - You already have one.
- That was 20 years ago. - You said that fur is better.
- The design is old. - Then make a new one.
You want me to catch them and make it myself?
Stop it, lets just go eat.
I will go if you buy me a mink coat.
- How much is it? - Don't encourage her.
- I want it. - We don't have the money.
- It's $3,000. - More like $30,000.
Is there a dog fur jacket?
Is there any fruit?
2 apples are left.
We need it until we go get groceries.
The food bill is so high.
Mom I forgot.
There is $3,000.
You've gotten stingy.
I am thankful for this.
- Don't accept that. - Why?
I used more than this.
You eat all these expensive things.
- We eat meat, fish. - Fine.
You're still the same.
- I eat well. - But your mom is stressed over money.
You are?
I need to go to the doctor for a checkup.
Just try to get over your stinginess.
Don't come for the kimchi.
Ji-ae will make 3.
It will be enough for you two.
You're making it already.
We can just buy some.
You need to come for that.
Just run errands for us.
Grandpa will get upset.
Right?
Yes she is right.
You're the new daughter in law.
Just know that.
It's the 4th Saturday of April.
I need to work.
We can't go by your schedule.
You can just change it.
- Yes. - Don't worry.
Just run errands and make grandpa happy.
Ok.
You went through a lot because of us.
We didn't want this,
but he kept insisting.
- Sorry. - It's your fault.
You were immature and left.
Mother is angry with me.
And your brother is mad at me too.
I know.
Everything is going back to normal.
If I was happy at home, why would I do that?
Since you are so immature.
To you it was immature but to me it was my life.
If you don't understand that, our relationship wont work.
Fine.
Yes you must have been through a lot.
Don't start with that tone.
Go get some fruit.
They can get some themselves.
- I want to feed them. - We are ok dad.
We have fruit at home.
- Right? - We can get groceries on the way.
You didn't buy any?
He like shopping for groceries.
If it was me I would prepare everything for my husband.
- I don't know what husband means to you. - Let them live their lives.
See what I mean to you.
Are you joking right now?
What?
You want to fight again.
- He was just kidding. - Hey.
He is really weird.
He always does this when you come.
What is his reason?
He always does it.
Did you two make a deal?
- Mother. - How absurd.
How can he change that much?
It was my fault.
It was my mistake.
But she tell her about how to treat your husband?
She is trying to make it like she cares for me.
Look at what she does in front of Hyo-joo.
We aren't the best example of a couple.
I thought you two got better?
We did.
We did a little.
- We did. - She doesn't bother you,
as much as you do to her.
You think I do it for no reason?
- Your mom says things. - Just ignore them.
Why can't you?
You are right.
We have ways to go.
We have to do everything.
Hey.
- You want me to die? - Come on in.
- You're here. - Dae-gi is going home.
Sign the book.
- Hwi-gyu isn't here. - Yes.
Give her something to cover her knees.
It is too short.
I'm ok.
Is that a dress?
Wear a longer skirt.
- It's winter. - Don't say that.
Wear what you want.
When you're skinny do what you want.
She's not a teacher.
It shows her whole leg.
- Father. - You will just stand there?
- Is it a skirt or panty? - I'm sorry grandpa.
I didn't have the time to change.
I won't wear this again.
Kids these days are so immature.
Its because adults don't act like adults.
Some even beat older men.
They are turning into monsters.
They treat elders so badly.
She said she wouldn't do it again.
And they go around smoking.
They dont even give up their seats on the subway.
- The world is a mess. - Sorry grandpa.
We won't make this mistake again.
This is your parents fault as well.
They let her come with that short skirt.
She needs to dress appropriately.
I think it's pretty.
If I was young I would show off my legs like that.
You cant you have ugly legs.
My legs have changed because my knees hurt.
Lets stop it.
Did Ji-ae go somewhere?
Yes why?
- Do you need something? - Well...
Do you want tea or fruit?
- Give us fruit. - Come here.
Yes.
Cut this.
You come here.
We go these yesterday.
He likes nuts0 , he ate it all already.
There isn't much left.
They don't taste good?
They are good but,
- they taste to bland. - Just use them for meat.
I use pear of the meat.
And take some persimmons.
Just take a few, there isn't many left.
- Get this basket. - Ok.
I don't fear you.
But sometimes Ji-ae scares me.
She is like that.
Yes.
Dont just go in like that.
Don't worry she will get over it.
Just go.
Hello?
I knew you would be like that.
- What? - Stop the car.
- What? - Pull over.
- What? - Look at your face.
- Forget it. - Your mother.
She asked me, who am I to you?
My head hurts, lets go.
You wont be comfortable.
Then what?
I thought they would get better.
I want to go to you.
It was my mistake that they would get better.
- So I'm so upset. - Is your umbilical cord still attached?
I can't understand why you're this obsessive.
I wasn't raised by love.
That is probably why.
I love my parents.
I love you too.
But it is different.
The thing I want is for them to be happy.
- Then I think I can love you more. - What you're saying is,
you want me to move in.
- No. - Why can't you be honest.
You said you didn't want to.
I can't get a divorce, that's why I'm doing this.
What do you want me to say?
- This isn't the marriage I thought of. - Me too.
Lets go.
Ok?
What are you doing?
I know what I said was wrong.
How can you just go in like that.
Making the kids uncomfortable.
What are you doing?
Sleeping?
I was just...
It was just a joke.
Just think of it was a joke.
I felt a little bad.
Who will laugh at your jokes?
I did.
She doesn't even respect me as her mother in law.
You said what?
That was a joke?
It wasn't meant to harm you.
I was just joking.
What happened to our beautiful days?
You always bother me.
We used to be so close.
Yes we did.
Why did you turn into a hyena?
- What? - You're like that.
- I'm like a dead animal you eat. - That is too harsh.
You have nothing to compare too.
I've never heard that, especially my wife saying that.
We always fight and tear each other apart.
That is enough.
I'm getting annoyed.
- I said I was sorry. - Just leave me alone.
I have no energy to fight with you.
Lets just stop paying attention and live separate lives.
Fine then, if that is what you want.
I have nothing to lose.
You make it sound like I did something horrible.
I said I was sorry.
What beautiful days?
I wonder where they went.
You think you're the only one that is upset.
Taking money from our son.
What kind of mom is that?
What will Hyo-joo think of us.
He didn't eat that much.
All he ate was breakfast.
That is being too stingy.
You would sell me too.
You can't even give your own son an apple?
With my logic I can't...
What the...
You can't kick me out, this is my house that I bought with my money.
Everything in this house is mine.
Dae-gi said to sleep in the same room.
That is mine too.
Brother.
- Welcome. - Hello.
- Take this in. - What about you?
Okay.
You came early.
Today was a day for my mother in law.
I just stopped by the shop.
Really?
It was crazy because of So-young.
I just spent so much money today.
She is still upset.
Why?
Mother I'm here.
Father has a coat.
This is for you.
It's not cheap mother.
Why did you spend money, I will die before I can wear all my clothes.
There you go talking about dying again.
Give the old clothes away.
I need to give my old clothes away before it gets colder.
Someone else can wear it.
I need to give some away too.
The color is a bit...
- No mother it looks so pretty. - You do look pretty.
- I didn't wear this color when I was young. - That is why you should wear it.
Western grandmas wear a lot of red, that is why red is a grandma color.
- It is warm. - Of course.
This is for father.
He can wear it as he bikes.
- Good idea. - And this,
is for my sister in law.
- You got this for me? - It's 50% cashmere.
This,
I wanted to wear this.
This is the fist time you like what I have given you.
- Wear it like this. - It's really big.
- You wear it like this.
- It looks modern. - Just use this as my birthday gift.
- Oh yea, your birthday is coming up. - You remembered.
That was your idea.
I forgot that you always remember mother's birthdays.
- You're here. - Yes.
- Aren't you tired of staying here? - No, she needs to be fed.
You look like a total mom.
Give her the kid.
How can a grandma never hold her grand child.
- Mother I'm not a grandma. - I am, what does that make you?
- I don't want too. - Just take her.
Put her closer to you.
I prayed for God to give you a child.
Don't worry.
She is just saying that.
She is old fashioned.
Okay.
What do I make for dinner.
Want coffee or tea.
Nothing.
Sign in.
Hwi-myung came over.
He brought Dae-gi.
- He is going to Seoul. - He should of done that sooner.
Since he left, we don't have to worry about them.
They seem better.
- Honey. - Honey...
Mother is stressing me out.
She prayed for us to have a child, but the prayer didn't come true.
She is upset.
Mother why do you expect us to have kids.
We say it everyday, "childless comfort"
I'm not jealous, look at So-young.
She got sick and quit her job.
Sung-gi wont get married, Joong-gi brought home a bastard kid.
And Dae-gi doesn't know if his wife was a good choice.
- I'm not jealous mom! - Hey!
Don't say that to mom!
- What are you doing? - Its my fault sorry.
I'll go mother.
- Mom. - Stop it!
Just go home.
Now!
Sae-rom picked out your jacket.
Don't say things like that to her.
What is with him?
It's nothing, you just poked at her weak spot.
Mom don't worry about it.
Who said too.
You should have just stayed quiet.
You made me look bad.
You shouldn't have cried.
- Uncle. - Yes.
- Did you get fired? - No today is my day off.
I only bought enough for my family.
- What is it? - Crabs.
- Want a drink? - No I'm going straight to bed.
- Want to go to the sauna? - No.
Do you have a family somewhere?
- What? - You always blow me off.
- Do you have a family somewhere. - Why would I lie about that?
- Dating a 10 pro girl. - What status do I have?
- You're a doctor. - See you later.
Be careful my friend dated a 10 pro girl, got her knocked up and is a father of twins.
Call Lee Yong-ae.
- Why? - She went home sick.
We know why, you call her.
I don't want to move.
Hello.
I'm the same.
How are you doing?
I remember.
You went on vacation, why?
What you got married?
When?
How can you call me on your honey moon?
Lets hang up, you can't fight on your honeymoon.
What can I do?
You've gone crazy.
Just forget your exs.
Be happy until you are old.
Congratulations.
They will wait for your call.
- After dinner. - Lets see a movie tomorrow.
- I got free tickets. - Okay.
What should we eat for lunch?
Whatever you want.
Octopus rice.
Fine.
Lets eat Hwi-gyu.
He is sleeping.
Why does he sleep already?
- Shopping is hard for guys. - We didn't shop that much.
Did he say that I made him do to many things today?
- Stop yelling he's taking a nap. - I prepared the food already.
The food will go bad.
You don't have kids because you did it too much.
You only get daughters or no children at all.
Mom i just got yelled at, I'm not in the mood.
People get sons so easily, why don't you?
Have you seen it?
I studied a lot in that area.
It's not like that.
Is there stew left.
- Eat that later, and eat kimchi now. - No I want the stew.
- You? - No.
I am so tired.
Are you home?
You house is better.
Hyo-joo likes it too.
Nothing happened at all.
Your mom is fine.
We are doing well.
Okay.
I'll let you talk to mom.
I can't see her, wait.
Did you eat?
I was just eating.
After you left, the house feels empty.
That is true.
Family needs to see each other often.
Here you go.
Son.
No I thought you would get groceries and eat dinner.
No I didn't wait.
No.
I'm fine.
I just have a cough.
He didn't apologize?
Mom don't.
If he says sorry just accept it.
He said that he was sorry.
Your dad is so mean.
He is so different to me than he is to you.
I don't know why I lived my life like a maid up until this point.
You and your father were all I had.
I lived my life like a maid.
I'm so lonely.
What are you doing?
Mom.
What are you doing?
Why are you becoming more and more pathetic?
Why do you bother them?
- I felt so sad. - You're over reacting.
Do you know what real sadness is.
Your son is now Hyo-joos.
You should be my first, remember that and treat me well.
You need to say something.
She always gets upset.
B.
- Wait. - I said its B.
I'm the one playing this game.
- What It was right. - I told you that it is B.
How was it B.
Let me try again.
I need to counter my attack.
I need to get it right this time.
Players who take too long are annoying.
Grandpa you're here.
- You're here. - Give this to your mom.
What is it?
- I went to the duck farm. - Mom dad is home.
You scared me.
- Do you need peppers? - What?
Why are you wearing a pepper?
- Take if off? - Sae-rom bought it.
Bring the baby out.
She got her shots so she is a bit tired.
- Really? - Yes.
Forget it then.
Is it ugly?
So is your body getting better?
Yes I'm much better.
- Your tiredness? - Yes.
- Have some more ginger. - Thanks to you, I finished it.
- Thank you. - I don't need anymore.
I know Joong-gi ate it all.
- I asked my friend for some herbs. - I don't need to eat it anymore.
- You two eat it. - You need to exercise.
You need to exercise to get healthier.
I will start exercising now.
We will go swimming together.
We should play tennis.
I'm home.
Sung-gi is home.
Wash up for me.
My loving son.
I lost my cool last time.
I would always wait for you coming home.
That fun is gone now.
That is why I was a bit upset.
My loving,
son, I love you more than my life.
My loving son.
I'm jealous that Hyo-joo is married to you.
Mom,
I am so lonely and I miss you so much.
What? Why?
I was just busy today.
You dont have any patients.
I like having free time.
Your sister needs to get treated.
She has cavities, and needs to get treated.
She isn't breast feeding she can come.
What are you doing?
- I'm eating dinner at home. - Come out after.
- Why where? - The obgyn at the hospital.
Come find me.